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i used to be such a burning example .
09 November 2009 @ 01:21 am
there is something empowering about stepping out the next day (especially on a freak fall monday of seventy degrees) in a clean, freeing outfit - that day after you broke. and the new weezy mixtape. my hair is the shortest its been since i was what, seven? losing all that self-consciousness, that worry about looking so pretty. i admit i am envious of the long hair i see. i miss the old me, i always do. but i'm ready to slap on a fitted cap and become a boy for a little. just pull a bunch of tricks out from under, make everyone turn.
Current Music: lil wayne - wayne on me
08 November 2009 @ 11:12 pm
and so there i was, standing in his doorway, hand clutching the knob, grateful for only darkness. i did not want to look at him. i tried to be fierce. i knew i had gone too far this time. we wouldn't recoil, drained, and wrap ourselves together and block out the truth, those sad truths. we were once so weak so melancholy so cured. and i know now that it is better. eyes open, finally. i returned for one last restless sleep next to him. his hands tentatively on my thigh, quiet, we said goodbye thirteen months ago for good. i hold my breath. he is oblivious.
would you really rush out for me now
Current Mood: the finality of an end
Current Music: bon iver
06 November 2009 @ 03:14 am
i upset a boy because i had to do my homework. he acts like i'm leaving him all high and dry, like it's the last time he will ever see me in his life, like maybe, i owe him something. i don't. i eat his adderall and take the presents he gives me in a little bag. the perks of consorting with petty drug dealers. there are also downsides but i keep him at a distance and i call him when i want. i have my way with him, not really keeping his heart in mind (if that's even in the picture) -- i feel like once they hurt me i never forget.
04 November 2009 @ 08:06 pm
Tablo - Love 16
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Epik High's on hiatus now because Tukutz is in the army, and Tablo just got married (I think Tukutz also tied the know recently?), and idk what Mithra is up to. :'D
Despite all of that, here's one song; it's a short one that Tablo released for free a couple weeks ago.
